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hmm its been about 2 years.. wooww. [26 Jan 2006|11:13pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | Jack's Mannequin ] so i decided i should revive this thing... why not? i mean now i can have xanga, myspace AND a lj! WOOOO! im just so totally excited. *ahem* not. ill probably never update again after this sooo.. uhmm.. HI! and if you really care to read anything.. just go to mah xanga & myspace. www.xanga.com/we_take_violence_in_stride & http://www.myspace.com/overplayedtragedy YAAAY! haha. buh bye. 2 comments|post comment

Porn anyone? [22 Aug 2004|01:21am] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Snow Patrol : "Somewhere a Clock is Ticking" ] its been like 29390234 years since ive updated this thing.. hmmmm... so summers over.. sadly.. a lot has gone on this week. it just totally wiped me out. ah, seriously, week before school = cursed!!! no joke! ahhh.. but now, everythings okay. its like nothing ever happened... im glad though, maybe its best that it all be forgetten, unless it happens again, then ill seriously kick some ass. :3 cant believe schools tomorrow... i havent even gotten my sleeping habits back on a regular schedule, im so fucked. no joke. ohh! i saw the exorcist! SCARY! i mean, whoa! i didnt expect it to be as good or freaky as it was, but hey, I WAS WRONG! but of course, never shall it compare to the first one... but damn, this one was creepy as hell! kinda makes you wonder if that could ever happen to you. i sure as hell hope not though! i cleaned my room last night.... shocker!!! like for real! i mean, i dont normally clean my room! but eh, i did it anyway because i got new shoes and perfume for it so why the hell not, ya know? i watched About a Boy.. GREAT MOVIE.. yep, loved it! <3333!!! ^^ AHHH! my friend timmy is such a nerd! he called me earlier today, and was like what? and i was like uhh you called me! and he was like i know, what. lol hes so weird... and the other times he called me today, he was so excited because hes going on a road trip to White Castle in Nashville or something like that.. lol. Andrew sent me porn earlier.. i was like eh?! anyway, heres what happened: Andrew: *wants to direct connect* Andrew: *Now connected* Andrew: :)? Me: Uhhh... Noo i dont want to! Andrew: :) PLEASE?! JUST ONE OR A LOT... Me: No. Andrew: Come on, were porn buddies! Me: Yeah, i know.. hey! i know, its your turn to send me the porn! since were porn buddies and all, it should be you sending sometimes. Andrew: What? Okay, i see your point. Me: LMAO. IM KIDDING! Andrew: *Sends picture* Me: OMGSH! Andrew: You know you like it! Me: I WAS KIDDING! Andrew: *another picture* Me: LOL! stop! Andrew: Why? lol. You know you like it. Me: I only said it so youd look it all up yourself! and i wouldnt have to be unlazy and send you some! Andrew: *sends picture* Me: Omgsh! LMAO! Andrew: You so like it. Me: Hahahaha! stop! lol! Andrew: youre turn! send me some. you owe me! Me: No i dont! you still owe me a loootttt more! Andrew: You want me to keep sending? Me: LOL. I WAS KIDDING! Andrew: No you werent... ^^And thats what happened, im sure there was more and this may not be right on the dot, but its pretty close! lol it was very amusing though. lol! glad were friends again! hahaha. so anyway, thats all for now! fairwell, my loves. 2 comments|post comment

bleh [26 Jun 2004|03:10am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | mixtape - brandnew ] so im bored and theres nothing to do. i just watched hocus pocus. that movie is so old but so great. love it. its a classic. so im cramping like a biatch. summer has been boring. bleh. peace. <33ASH post comment

[16 Jun 2004|07:52pm] Wooo. its been awhile. so how bout this.. i broke up with kyle.. =/... hmm i no longer speak to laura, at all... hmmm... post comment

wooow [31 May 2004|07:46pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | adams song - blink 182 ] WOOOW! SCHOOL IS ALMOST MOTHER FUCKIN OUT!!! YESSS! dude i dont have to go to take those exams like i thought! i only have to stay after on the last day of school. FUCK YES. so friday i went to my birthgivers house **moms**. and i basically talked to kels online for awhile.. then went to bed... and then sat was my brother, jasons birthday so i hung out with him and the family and we played mario party 4, some wario game with all these mini games, and mario kart double dash all night. it was cool, i got to get to know diana((his girlfriend)) a lot better and shes pretty badass. sunday i came home and then went to kelseys.. dear god.. her family is INSANE.. bahahah but i got this picture of her mom.. HAHAHA.. thats gonna be my new amusement.. and ill also use to it whenever someones sad.. and theyll laugh forever. its so awesome. hahaha and then her grandma looks like mrs ellard.. which reminds me.. I GOT MY PICTURES AND HAHA THE ONE WITH MRS ELLARD IS SO RAD! hahaha. woo back to yesterday. so then like haha i was playing with her little stuffed lion.. we got a kick outta that.. and we watched part of jungle 2 jungle.. HELLO YOU.. hahaha! woo. i think we had a pretty good time. jeezus though.. i got up early.. it was fuckin amazing.. never again shall that happen.. ahh! AND I HAD VEGGIE SAUSAGE FOR BREAKFAST since her mom is a vegetarian! IT WAS MADNESS!! her parents put on a good show of being "good parents" bahaha too bad i already know about them and heard a bit of their uhm awfulness.. and then her brother..jeezus.. never have i been so uncomfortable!! HES A TOTAL ASS.. ahhh! anyway... i have to go over there like a few more times to stay the night and they have to meet my dad and all this shit. wtf? haha my dad was making fun of the way her mom looks like. it was hilarious.. and her mom was like if i get a bad vibe from her dad youre never going over there.. and i told my dad.. and my dad was like "dammit you better enjoy your friendship with her while you can, i dont think ill be able to restrain myself from laughing at the way she looks!" it was so funny.. woo. gotta love my dad!! then i went to my grandmas today and slept the whole time. dammit i havent hung with kyle in a long time! I MISS HIM!!!! im out. peace. post comment

[25 May 2004|04:19pm] [ mood | silly ] [ music | the noose - a perfect circle ] so today.. what happened? hmmm.. in pe, i took pictures of friends and shit and like at lunch.. oh lunch, that was the highlight of my day. so fuckin funny. jose tovar sat with us.. and his like the quietest person EVER.. he NEVER talks.. even when you ask him to.. seriously.. the only few times ive heard him speak were way back in 5th grade, but thats a different story. so anyway, andrew was all excited as well as chris. and like the entire time they were trying to get him to talk and to play tic tac toe.. it was crazy as fuck.. and finally... they got him to write down manwhore.. and omg they freaked out they were so damn happy! it was so funny.. haha. after school i took more pictures, and i took one with kyle but the boy made a face like he was sucking on something sour so ill have to take a new one with my other camera tomorrow. hah. well im out. peace. BRANDNEW x 5391 (4:58:39 PM): Look at this! BRANDNEW x 5391 (4:58:41 PM): lol drunkeNSwan88 (4:57:34 PM): when i was taking a picture of you and todd, i was trying to like focus in on your boobs but it didnt have a focus thingy rednecks rool 22 (5:00:30 PM): LOL rednecks rool 22 (5:01:11 PM): wuts with guys and boobs? BRANDNEW x 5391 (5:01:34 PM): lol no idea. rednecks rool 22 (5:01:50 PM): allrighty BRANDNEW x 5391 (5:01:53 PM): lol kinda scary though rednecks rool 22 (5:01:59 PM): i kno!! rednecks rool 22 (5:02:14 PM): i mean tell kyle if he got fat he could have boobs too rednecks rool 22 (5:02:22 PM): then he could grab boobs all the time anytime he wanted BRANDNEW x 5391 (5:04:48 PM): his response: BRANDNEW x 5391 (5:04:48 PM): drunkeNSwan88 (5:04:35 PM): boobs are cool drunkeNSwan88 (5:04:41 PM): how can you not like them rednecks rool 22 (5:05:31 PM): well good lord..tell him to grow his own rednecks rool 22 (5:05:51 PM): then he wouldnt be all ah ah boobies ah BRANDNEW x 5391 (5:05:59 PM): hahahah! rednecks rool 22 (5:06:18 PM): yep BRANDNEW x 5391 (5:06:25 PM): .... BRANDNEW x 5391 (5:06:25 PM): BRANDNEW x 5391 (5:05:52 PM): Grow your own! drunkeNSwan88 (5:05:58 PM): lol drunkeNSwan88 (5:06:06 PM): im gonna take like those hormone pills drunkeNSwan88 (5:06:12 PM): that enhance boob growth rednecks rool 22 (5:06:45 PM): oh god..cant u just see him playing with his boobs in the middle of skool? BRANDNEW x 5391 (5:07:03 PM): LOL BRANDNEW x 5391 (5:07:05 PM): HAHAHAHA BRANDNEW x 5391 (5:07:10 PM): "heheheh my boobs are bigger!" rednecks rool 22 (5:07:24 PM): my arent!! BRANDNEW x 5391 (5:07:30 PM): teacher : KYLE STOP FLASHING THE CLASS AND FONDLING YOUR BREASTS! rednecks rool 22 (5:07:39 PM): LOL rednecks rool 22 (5:07:47 PM): thats dirty BRANDNEW x 5391 (5:07:54 PM): you know that would happen.. rednecks rool 22 (5:07:59 PM): i know rednecks rool 22 (5:08:11 PM): sadly enough rednecks rool 22 (5:08:20 PM): and i barely even know the guy BRANDNEW x 5391 (5:08:23 PM): lol BRANDNEW x 5391 (5:08:25 PM): andrew would too! rednecks rool 22 (5:08:34 PM): lol i was just thinking that rednecks rool 22 (5:09:09 PM): but of course ashpee, if we had penis's wed be playing with them all the time too BRANDNEW x 5391 (5:09:39 PM): lol SO VERY TRUE. id be whackin 24/7 rednecks rool 22 (5:09:44 PM): me too!!! rednecks rool 22 (5:09:47 PM): thatd be badass ^^ haha gotta love kelshapoo!!! :] post comment

[24 May 2004|10:20pm] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | comfortably numb - pink floyd ] Holy shit, im tired as fuck. Uhm.. what happened today? Nothing. Even if something did happen, id be far to lazy to tell about it. Oh wait. I was wrong. I created the word "Magina" bahahaha. it means Ear. lol dont ask, it was randomly made because my friend becca wrote vagina on my paper in pen so i had to change it.. so i made it say magina. it was fun though, at lunch id ask people if they had their maginas pierced and if i could touch them. they were like OMG! it was badass. hehehe. fuckin tired. night. post comment

Why is it we have these kinda days? [23 May 2004|10:21pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | down - something corporate ] why is it we have these days when everything just seems so... depressing... i feel completely empty right now and i dont know why. i havent had a real one of these in quite awhile.. i just want to go in my room and crank up the stereo and lie in the dark... yeah.. so i was thinking. why does kyle like me so much. im nothing special. in fact, i dont think theres a damn thing good about me, well besides the fact im a good advice giver from time to time? eh idk... im trying really hard to not get attached to him or be too clingy and shit like i was with andrew because i dont want to drive him away or whenever the time comes for us to break up, that i become emotionally unstable and suicidal... dammit why am i feeling like this. i hate feeling like this. SMILE ASHLEY, SMILE. dammit.. why must i feel so useless and unwanted right now..... i want to cry. haha im so fucking lame. while i waited, i was wasting away... this will all pass, dont worry about me... post comment

three day old pizza [23 May 2004|01:55pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | lucky - hoobastank ] so yesterday, i went to the movies with kyle around 7:30.. and well shrek 2 was sold out until 930.. so we bought everyones tickets and wandered around the area. then zach and austin showed up and then sarah and gary. so then we went into the movies and watched shrek 2. hella cute movie. i wanted to take "puss" home with me! aw. lol haha. im such a loser. everyone thought i was mad though.. idk why. i just wasnt feeling good, my tummy was really hurting. bleh.. oh well.. im "late." that bothers me.. because i dont know why i am. perhaps the medication is doing it again? who knows... come to think of it.. i do feel kinda down.. wonder whats wrong... oh well, itll pass. some people are freakin about sarahc's xanga. i wonder why? shes just simply stating what she was feeling and what happened and what not. its no big deal. chill out people. its not mean the least bit. so get the fuck over it. DAMN AIM! it keeps kicking me off and not letting me back on. rawr. i feel so damn sleepy.. but i slept all damn day... my daddys birthday is coming up. woot! :) i love my daddy muchos! bahaha im such a daddys girl. ahaha i want to go to my mommys and see rj **lil stepbro** and just hang with him. i love that kid so damn much. hes so awesome. school is almost out. yay. sleep in time. rawr. im out, not much else to say. peace. post comment

damn miss ellard. [22 May 2004|05:24pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | the great disappointment - afi ] so yesterday was uhm alright. like, we had the talent show and i must say it was uhm.. dumb? except of course the bands, they did pretty damn good. mhm go bands! WOO. but this chick named molly won, she played the violin.. but she did a hell of a job. it was excellent. and then justin.. this black boy... no... he sucked.. he did usher - burn and danced and sang.. no.. he cant sing AT ALL. but his dancing is pretty cool, but nothing compared to usher's! so the day goes on... in pe, bahahaha, i told my coach my medicine it makes me all fucked up, and it does.. so yeah we didnt do anything that day.. but i took my medicine and what not, and like i was like whooo.. and this kid was like whats wrong with her? and my coach was like oh shes on medication. and he looked at me like i was insane.. and i was like THANKS COACH! MAKE ME SOUND LIKE A NUTCASE. and then when class ended, like i was walking out and i started to hear this music.. and it sounded like it was coming from the roof thingy ((this was outside, and it was like a just a roof and outside, for those of you who go to my school and know what the fuck im talkin about)) so i just stopped and looked up and was trying to figure out where this music was coming from! finally, this girl i know named ester was like what are you doing? an di was like DONT YOU HEAR THAT? and then i turned around and realized she had her cd player on really loud and it was her... so i felt like a complete dumbasss. DUDE DAMMIT MY EAR JUST POPPED AND IT HURT LIKE A FUCKIN BITCH! anyway. then in health, i had to go to the computer lab to work on this powerpoint i missed.. so i was in mrs ellards room.. and she starts talkin to me, askin why ive been gone for so long.. so i tell her about my ear... BIG FUCKIN MISTAKE.. because then she starts telling me about her life and ear infections and all these stories about her and her son.. bleeh i was like STFU.. but noo.. then she took me to the nurse and all this bs. i was like wtf? so then i go back to the lab and finish my power point with dj in there. haha i love that kid, he cracks me up! hes so damn funny. but then he leaves and im stuck with mrs ellard again and well its already like 3:20 and so then she tells me to take these tests i missed to bring up my grade.. so i start taking them.. and it almost comes time for the bell to ring and im still not done so i go get my stuff from health where pace and dj keep huggin me really big. lol weirdos. it was funny though. then i go back to the computer lab and take my tests and finish them.. so its about 4 something.. and ive missed my bus! i was hella pissed! FUCK YOU MRS ELLARD AND YOUR DAMN EARS! I HOPE THEY FALL OFF! or that a random wild animal runs up to you, and gnaws your ears off and then attacks you some more and you suffer a great deal! ((yes, i HATE this woman.. only a few more days with her.. YAY BRODY!)) so i catch a ride with my FAVORITE person ((besides kyle!)) SARAH CHEEK and i go home with her and we hang out and kid around till like 12 when i finally go home.. and then kyle called me and we talked until he wanted to go finish girls gone wild with his friends, Gary and Andrew. lol i was like wtf but it was so damn funny. haha thats crazy. then i had saturday school today((for absences)). this one wasnt bad at all. i hung out with brody and some other kids. i made a lot of new friends. haha they were all pretty damn cool too! we played cards and listened to music and just kidded around. it was pretty badass.. BUT OMG.. TAYLOR.. TILLERY.. HAD HER ASSCRACK SHOWING.. i was like NOOO! i wanted to bang my head against the wall and cry.. it was horrible.. i hate her.. so damn much.. and shes like a big fat bitch.. so it was awful.. then everyone else saw it and were like PULL UP YOUR DAMN PANTS! and all that but she wouldnt.. wtf.. was she trying to traumatize us for life?! then when we got released, i talked with zach and stuff. then i came home and finally fell asleep.. yeah so i recently woke up. haha. i had a bad dream though.. it was sad. well i hafta go clean my room so i can go to the movies with Kyle, Zach, Sarah, Gary and i think todd and stuff and see shrek 2 and troy. WOO! peace. kyle is so pretty! <3333 post comment

[20 May 2004|04:39pm] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | smile lines - incubus ] so i went to school today. woot. nothing really happened. i didnt see kyle at all until after school, which sucked. uhm not much to say... well i got yet another email from famouspoets.com for my olllld poem i sent in a long time ago, they keep wanting to publish it and have me go to like orlando and shit to present it or something. bleh idk, i dont even have the poem anymore.. i gave it to andrew a long time ago.. i wonder if he still has it? i hope. i need to get it back from him so i can finally send it to those damned people and theyll leave me alone. ... yeah im kinda confused right now. peace. post comment

[19 May 2004|07:21pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | the light & the glass - coheed and cambria ] so i stayed home AGAIN. dammit, im anxious for school tomorrow! I WANT TO SEE MY FRIENDS AND KYLE!!!! I MISS THEM! bleh but now my ears hurting again... maybe cuz i took a shower.. to cool myself off, it was awfully hot, probably from the fever. bleh.. ohhh well.. so now summer school after all. instead, i have to stay after the exams and take more exams! oh joy.. im kinda worried, what if i fail them? ... so yeah im gonna go sleep some more! peace. post comment

I pulled the trigger, and it feels so damn good. [18 May 2004|04:19pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | funeral song - the rasmus ] hah, i was looking at my user name for this thing, and i can compare it to so many choices ive made, like with my and hannahs friendship ending. she was holding the gun to it, always giving me reasons to hate her, but i pulled that fucking trigger and i dont feel the least bit of regret. its never felt so good to kill something, to watch it slowly fade away from memory. to just let it all die, and feel so damned relieved about it all... at first, i thought id be saddened by this, but now ive come to open my eyes and see that theres nothing sad about it. it wasnt a pleasant friendship to be in, it wasnt the least bit healthy. i couldnt carry all her weight upon my shoulders. i tried, yes, but i couldnt handle it anymore.. so thank you, god, for handing me the gun and letting me pull the damn trigger. and as coheed and cambria states "pull the trigger and the nightmare stops" yeah, theyre so fucking brilliant. i couldnt have said it better myself. so what do these arrows mean on my keyboard.. up on the f# keys.. hmm... *randomly pushes them* bleh, nothing. stupid keyboard. so i missed today as well. bwahahahaha. actually, thats not a good thing. summer school wont make up for the absences ive missed, bleh, we have to call and talk to miss ghetti about all of it. YAY. since shes my FAVORITE old bitch, im excited! no.. actually, im not, not the least bit. but ohhh welllll... hopefully ill get away with always being sick, its not completely my fault. :x know what else im sick of? jealous girlfriends.. who are like "OMG HE TALKED TO ANOTHER GIRL.. HOW COULD HE?!" i mean WTF? yes, i was once like that.. ill admit it, and im damned ashamed of it. stab me in the eye with a point stick if i ever become like that again, please. oh and stab me HARD. but yes... i mean a relationship is supposed to have a lot of T R U S T... and well becoming all jealous and accusing your boyfriend/girlfriend of things that are beyond stupid and it drives me crazy. itll be the downfall of every beautiful relationship. bleh and another thing.. people who are like "omg my life is over.. they broke up with me.. i have to go and kill myself now.." i mean come on, they are just one person passing through your young life, there will be MANY others, BELIEVE ME. ive been through it! i know how it feels! but it will be okay! just give it time, because of course its going to hurt at first, but how else is it supposed to end? all happy and you two prancing away from eachother as though yall didnt become apart of eachother? i think not((unless youre just uhmm emotionally dead.. or just a freak :/)). so yes, give it time. life will go on. :) so enjoy it. So now im getting lectured by lizzie for saying things mean about hannah in my journal, but as i recall, hannah did the same thing, except i meant what i said and this is MY journal and i WILL say what i think about who i want. :] and if you dont like it, theres plenty of other journals out there just dying to be read. DAMMIT I MISS KYLE. RAWR. :[!!! i think he should run away from home right now and come live well in the bedroom next to mine, id have said my closet but thats not very spacious or clean at the moment. teehee. ;] or forever. that thing shall never be tidy, nor shall my room. thats just the way it is. ((well until the next time kyle comes over.. but thats a different story because then im FORCED to have it cleaned. bleh.)) so anyway. where did the name cheese come from? i mean why cant we just call it "big chunk of yellow stuff." eheheh? i like that better, sounds cooler too. Ewww but if on the simpsons.. that could be taken the wrong way... er.. anyway.. holy shit these painkillers are fuckin crazy. they make you dizzier than a bitch! WOO NO WALKIN AROUND FOR ASHLEY.. i might run into a wall or a door.. and though none of that is out of the ordinary for me, ITLL JUST BE MORE OFTEN.. and i no like running into things, it hurts like helll. i cuss a lot, i just noticed that.. and like new friends i make, they always get surprised when they hear me cussing for the first time, i wonder why? DAMMIT IS IT BAD THAT IM ACTUALLY MISSING SCHOOL?!?! okay maybe not school.. BUT MY FRIENDS... :( CHEATERS.. ALL CHEATERS SHOULD GO TO HELL, ESPECIALLY IF THEY MIGHT BE HURTING ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS. DAMMIT WTF? THEY GOT RID OF MY FAVORITE RADIO STATION, 97.1 THE EAGLE AND REPLACED IT WITH *JAWS MUSIC BEGINS* COUNTRY? AHHHHHWWWWW HELL NO! IMA KICK THEIR ASSES! ROAR. ME AND KELS BOTH. WE'LL SHOW THOSE COW LOVIN PEOPLE WHAT WERE MADE OF. GRRR!!! fuck dude, im out. peace. post comment

bleeding ears arent healthy! [17 May 2004|05:15pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | try - nelly furtado ] So yesterday i watched two weeks notice. that was a damn good movie. hehe, i could watch it again. and then later on i went to kyles. Aww and there i saw his ADORABLY CUTE puppy, sugar. omg i wanted to take her home!!! awwww. hehe, anyway.. so we went upstairs and todd was hiding in the closet.. and the lazy kid was supposed to jump out and scare me, but then he decided he was too lazy and comfy.. so he just laid there. lol wtf. hah i must say thats crazy. and then we watched cheaper by the dozen. thats a real cute movie! so then i came home.. and then pain began.. Wow. i dont remember ever being in such amounts of pain all at once. i mean dear god.. it felt like someone was drilling into my ear... it hurt so badly. omg. and then it was leaking fluids.. and then blood... it was so messed up.. i woke up so many times just crying from the pain. :[... bleh.. it was terrible.. so i stayed home today.. and watched castle in the sky. that was a cute movie as well. i also watched another movie last night.. but forgot the name.. ill ask my dad later.. but haha thats where stacys mom, the video got the ending, with the boy whackin it and shit. i was like OMG. hahah thats so damn rad though. so now im online, talking with andrew, kyle, timmy, and kels. haha andrews a silly boy. were talkin about old times where we made fun of my little stepbrother and shit. haha. great times, great times. well thats it for now. peace. QUIZZES!~ Heart of Gold What is Your Heart REALLY Made of? brought to you by Quizilla Which 1990's Subculture Do You Belong To? [Another Quiz by Kris @ couplandesque.net] avoidant Which Personality Disorder Do You Have? brought to you by Quizilla Emo! You're very in touch with your emotions and that's what I like about you! It's all about the music for you... I have pity for your tortured soul...you're just like me... What genre of rock are you? brought to you by Quizilla Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but its there, and your friends can see it. You constantly feel alone, and need to do things to fill your time. Your afraid to tell people this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad way, and you think you screwed up everything. And when you are in love is when you are sad the most. (Please Vote) What Emotion Dominates you? brought to you by Quizilla Punk! My kind of friend. You could care less what other ppl think of you. You want friends who like you for who you are and not what you have. I mean, sure, sometimes you stick fries up your nose, but thats ok. People love you because you crack them up immensly! Your amoung friends! Rate my quiz fellow Homie! Are you one of the three P's? (Punk/Prep/Poser)? brought to you by Quizilla You are a Punk Boy Kiss! You met your cutie at that concert last week... Instead of bringin home some CDs and a shirt... you brought home him! What kind of Hot Boy Kiss are you?? brought to you by Quizilla ^^ how come all the hott boys are gay?! post comment

[16 May 2004|02:58pm] name: Ash Hit someone forcefully: not forcefully.. but playfully. Thrown anything at a moving car: not really. Been in a fist fight: not a real one Laughed so hard you cried: all the damned time What color would you dye your hair: red and different shades of brown Who are you closest friends: kels, sarah, amy, timmy, and kyle What is something you wish you could have that someone else has: giant sized simba. eh, what can i say? im in love with the lion king. Favorite TV show: one tree hill, degrassi, rfr, music videos.. What are you wearing now: shorts and shirt What song is stuck in your head: the dolphins cry - live Describe yourself in 5 words: silly, weird, caring, emotional, friendly Do you dream at night: yes Do you remember your dreams: yes Do you sleep with one pillow or two: 5 Do you like school: i like seeing my friends Whats ur fave subject: english Do you have a best friend: yeah, kyle, kels, sarah and timmy Do you have a religion: Christianity Does death scare you: so fucking bad Do you watch tons of tv: sometimes, like at night How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months: like 20 Do you read magazines: haha yeah Whats your fave band: coheed and cambria, something corporate and brand new Name 3 cds that youve bought in that last year: trapt, something corporate, pearl jam((mwahaha, i mainly just burn my cds)) Are you a saver or a spender: uhm a spender. Which 5 people do you trust and are open with the most: sarah, timmy, amy, tempy Can you live without the microwave: hahahahah no way. thats like the greatest invention besides a friggin refridgerator and STEREO Who's phone number are you hoping to get: uhm that one person over there. Which guy/girl do you wish to be with RIGHT now: uhm i wish i were hanging out with my boyfriend, kyle right now. Would you rather eat sandwiches or pasta for the rest of your life: sandwiches.. Football or rugby: wtf is rugby? i own a rug. can i play? ((football)) What's something you ALWAYS have on you: id have to say clothes, im not aloud in the public without any. What do you think of guys with nailpolishes: well for some guys it can be hott.. What's a happy memory of a time you've spent with the opposite sex: uhm gosh all of them with kyle <33 What's the nicest thing any one has ever told you: that its people like me that makes the world a good place to be in. What's your favorite fastfood restaurant: whataburger jack in the box. yeah, i know. wtf? Favorite book: blood and chocolate. <333!!!! Did you read Fear Street books: no..? How about Sweet Valley High: this sounds like itd be the name of a porn show. Babysitter's club: fuck yeah. i watched that shit too. Goosebumps: HELL YEAH. dude i watched that show with kyle, todd and zach one night. hahaha. were such badasses Favorite show on nickelodeon: that thing still exsists? holy shit. Do you like anyone: <33 kyle If so, who: kyle cereal: froot loops. HELL YEAH,BABY Do you think the grinch movie starring jim carrey was a waste of money: hell no, that was a classic! they shoulda made him do the cat in the hat as well. mike myres sucked in it! BUT THE GRINCH WAS NOOO WASTE OF MONEY. What do you want for your birthday this year: stuff What movie could you watch a million times and never get tired of: the lion king, a walk to remember, and life as a house What movie do you hope you never see again: godsend. pure gayness. What's the best restaurant you've ever eaten at: would that be bad if i said chilis and applebees because im in love with those places? Do your clothes match: indeed they do Have you lived in the same house your entire life: HAHAHAHA. thats almost funny. with the way my mommy moves? haha ive lived like 15 different houses, no joke. What was the last song u heard: man in the mirror - michael jackson ((what? i love this guy. he made real music.)) Find anything good on sale lately: bananas If you won the lottery, what would you do: same thing as on blank check. id go crazy baby. Happy with your life: for the time being. ive learned to deal. HOW LONG DID IT TAKE YOU TO COMPLETE THIS?:ehh like 10 minutes. but the real question is.. how long did it take for you to make it? so yeah. i hafta go back to cleaning. YAAAAY. (err shoot me!).. dude my ear popped this morning now i feel deaf in it. its crazy as shit. peace. post comment

[16 May 2004|02:50am] [ mood | restless ] [ music | "thinking of you" - a perfect circle ] shit dude, its like 3 am and i cant sleep. my damn ear hurts like a friggin bitch.. dammit. :( i think ill have to go to the doctor for it again. how sad. holy cow, i watched gothica earlier. thats some freaky ass shit. holy poo. that movie was beyond awesome. wow. i heard it was bad, and im sitting here wondering what the hell they were on. that was an excellent movie, i must say... creepy as hell. <33 very good. hehe, then kyle called me and we talked for awhile. haha, hes a silly boy. i like him muchos. <3333! hes my favorite. OH and then earlier, i colored sarahc. a the lion king picture from my coloring book. i think it turned out pretty! ;] much love towards that girl. wow i havent seen kyle in like 3 days. holy cow. thats a long time. i miss the boy. i get to see him tomorrow though. yay. <3 did i mention that throbbing pain from my ear? i did? oh well i just gave you a little reminder that it HURTS LIKE HELL. Ohh dude! its been like 3 days without talking to hannah as well. THATS BEEN SO DAMN RELIEVING. damn its good not talking to her. i mean wow. i feel like this big weight has been lifted from my shoulders... yessss... you have no idea how long ive waited for this... damn that slut brought me down so much. its good shes gone.. i hope she stays gone.. hah, its good my mommy is moving from w-ford soon so that way ill NEVER see hannah again, and i even made this new journal and a new screen name so she couldnt bother me.. :]. dude i love a perfect circle with a fuckin passion. they are amazing.. im listening to "thinking of you" by them. damn its good. damn. <333 i hope todd had a wonderful birthday. well im gonna go and try to drift off to sleep once again.. perhaps this time i shall succeed, and if not.. eh thats what my tv is for. :o).. peace, love. ((ASH)) <33KYLE post comment

i got a mutha f-ing lion king coloring book. [15 May 2004|09:46pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | everything - the juliana theory ] i stayed up last night and watched the hulk.. or well until like the last 30 mins cuz then i fell asleep.. it was rather boring i think.. oh well. then my damned satan worshipping alarm clock went off to send me away to hell for the next 4 hours.. **saturday school.**.. but lukily brody was there so i hung with that dork. haha hes a rad boy. we had a pretty fun time i must say for a saturday school. we basically kidded around and what not.. at one point we were listening to his cd player and this random burnt cd and it just happened to have britney spears on it **damn that natalie chick who burnt it for him. learn what music is.** and like he decided to piss me off and turn it up REALLLLY loud and like everyone turned to us and were like "ashley i didnt know you liked her *disgusted looks*" i was like "OHHH NO! shoot me first! its his!" mhm. and like this bitch was staring at me so i was like what? and she was like dont you just hate it when people stare at you for no reason.. i was like uhm yeah.. and she was like me too.. yet she kept staring.. i was like wtf? yeeah. weirdo. hmm then i can home and went to sleep for about 3 more hours. mwahaha. but some ass kept calling and i was like wtf go away. then i woke up and me and my daddy went to go see van helsing. i must say, it was splendid. i enjoyed it a great deal. mhm. then we went to walmart. so now here i am, home and updatting this thing. kels couldnt come over, sadly. oh well though.. i think me and my daddy are gonna watch gothica in a little bit.. OHHH! i got a the lion king coloring book. HELL YEAH! :] how badarse is that? mwahahaha. so yeah, im out. peace. ((ASH)) post comment

mhm [14 May 2004|11:03pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | Composition Bloodloss - Glassjaw ] So this weeks been pretty uhm messed up.. I didnt like it much.. Tomorrows Todds birthday though!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOGGLES!! hehe. So now im on the phone with Kyle.. him and todd are being silly! haha. WOW todd just beeped in and hes like moaning or some shit.. they are scaring me! LOL. Now they are fighting over whos birthday it is... LOL. So i found out my like best friend Britt is dead.. how sad.. i miss her... :(! But lately me and kels have become really close and stuff... im glad, shes an awesome girl!!! love ya, KELSHAPOO!!! =D! so i didnt go to school today! ha. but i have saturday school tomorrow. bleh, that sucks! and kels is staying the night tomorrow too.. yipee! so thats it. peace. ((ASH)) post comment

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